Oh why did I choose this stupid stupid topic for my paper: Profession: blogger
It seemed so.. suitable for a report. My Academic writing teacher approved of it, too.
1. relevant to my studies

2. controversial

3. hot topic

4. reliable sources

I spent more than three hours in search of useful information. Unsuccessfully.
And, and, and why did I decide to check X** X**'s page on wikipedia? Moreover, I even watched her on youtube. For SEVEN minutes. SEVEN minutes...

minutes....
Now my brain refuses to work properly.

And I have an awful headache.



Damn my stupid habit to make profound researches, to look for moar sources....
I bet a leg my colleagues won't even bother to look up for sources.

They will most probably just copy-paste an article from wikipedia. Like they did last time

... Not that I want to be like them. I judge them because of such matters. However, sometimes I wonder whether they are doing the wrong thing. Maybe it's just me being a stupid weirdo who doesn't know how to live their life; who always worries about not being good enough, about not working hard enough.
"Life is too short to worry so much about everything. I want to live my years at university to the fullest. I want to feel life. Now and here. Life is first, assignments can wait...", said one girl from my course.
I guess it could be true. For her. It's a matter of different values.
I don't know what is my way to "feel life". I don't even know how I want to spend my life. However, it's certainly not like that. Sure, there are moments when I want to run away and screw everything. But I can't. Because I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't assume my responsibilities or if I didn't try to, at least.
Grr, what a rant. I should start locking entries like this one. I feel uneasy thinking anyone could read this ._. .
This will be a long night. May my coffee machine be with me
Thomas Newman - Someone Else