they are back 8D

Wonder Boys return: Kissing You + Nobody







Nothing can be as good as So Hot but still, can't wait to see their performance

merry x'mas

MERRY CHRISTMAS




Olivia Olson - All I want for Christmas is you

let it rain

As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll quietly bury your lies



Let it rain...

Oh why did I choose this stupid stupid topic for my paper: Profession: blogger
It seemed so.. suitable for a report. My Academic writing teacher approved of it, too.

1. relevant to my studies
2. controversial
3. hot topic


4. reliable sources

I spent more than three hours in search of useful information. Unsuccessfully.


And, and, and why did I decide to check X** X**'s page on wikipedia? Moreover, I even watched her on youtube. For SEVEN minutes. SEVEN minutes... minutes....

Now my brain refuses to work properly.
And I have an awful headache.

Damn my stupid habit to make profound researches, to look for moar sources....
I bet a leg my colleagues won't even bother to look up for sources.
They will most probably just copy-paste an article from wikipedia. Like they did last time ... Not that I want to be like them. I judge them because of such matters. However, sometimes I wonder whether they are doing the wrong thing. Maybe it's just me being a stupid weirdo who doesn't know how to live their life; who always worries about not being good enough, about not working hard enough.

"Life is too short to worry so much about everything. I want to live my years at university to the fullest. I want to feel life. Now and here. Life is first, assignments can wait...", said one girl from my course.

I guess it could be true. For her. It's a matter of different values.

I don't know what is my way to "feel life". I don't even know how I want to spend my life. However, it's certainly not like that. Sure, there are moments when I want to run away and screw everything. But I can't. Because I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't assume my responsibilities or if I didn't try to, at least.


Grr, what a rant. I should start locking entries like this one. I feel uneasy thinking anyone could read this ._. .






This will be a long night. May my coffee machine be with me

Thomas Newman - Someone Else

procrastinating. again.

Since I spent this week sulking and whining about the papers I have to submit by Tuesday instead of actually writing them, I have today and tomorrow only to write 3 pages on the topic "Profession: blogger" and 10-12 pages about Marx's concept of ideology.

My first plan was to write 3 pages report about Marx's concept of ideology but then I realized a). it's impossible to make it 3 pages only and b). I didn't have a topic for the other paper and c). I didn't have when to look for 6+ sources for the second assignment.

I guess I won't sleep at all until Tuesday. Why am I like this *sighs*? Always doing things in the last minute....

And since I'm doomed to go crazy for the next two days anyway, I'll waste another few minutes to squeal about some cute Aika photos.
























*dies*


Mission Impossible Nr. 1083273745647: START

socializing

I wanna sleep. Sleeeeeeeeeep.

Too much socializing is tiring. Especially after months of blessed alienation XD

And how could I forget that allowing people other than Ani to take pictures of me is not really a smart choice .

I don't deny I had fun but I should have taken it easier last Saturday.
Good thing I didn't overestimate myself yesterday night and went home at 1 a.m.
Some people would say 'Hey this is beyond pathetic. You went home so early on your first 8th of December?!' but I don't care. I had a really good time yesterday though I abused my luck a little bit too much with all that kimchi


To all my university classmates who sent me sms-es yesterday (though they don't blog surf XD): thank you, I really didn't expect it. Actually I thought you were all deadly drunk which was the reason I decided not to party with you. It seems my opinion about you is wrong. Maybe I should give you a chance instead of having only negative feelings towards you.

I'll try to be a better uni classmate from now on. Even if only for a year.
And I hope you had fun yesterday

｢オリ★スタ｣

Ryu & Hayato are back!!



I love promotion period

*prays for new single/s in January*