I have to submit my application for university today.
....

I have NO IDEA what for subjects to write except law. I have no idea in which order to write them down. But I have to because there's no way I'll be accepted to study law.

3. History
4. Political science
5. Sociology
6. Public administration

or
3. Public administration
4. Political science
5. Sociology
6. History

What should I do?
2008.06.30 Mon l real life l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
I know this is quite old but I've wanted to do it ever since I saw it. However, I didn't have enough time before ; (

1. Brush off other people hitting high notes because it can't compare to Jin's Gold Ballad Version note. (Jin's voice >>> anything else)

2. You attempt to turn your male friends into fans to confuse their sexual identity.

3. You scream "Why Jennifer Why?" (did that last week :D:D)

4. Car Shrimp is your favorite type of vehicle and food at the same time. (kind of XD)

5. You don't care for ninjas anymore after Kaizokuban. ( I do care and I'd love to see KAT-TUN doing a ninja concert 8D. Or a samurai con <33)

6. You want to name your goldfish Junno.

7. You go up to random people and say "Shall we BOUZU?" (not exactly random but anyway XD)

8. Bye Bicycle is your way of saying bye. (HELL YEAH XDDD. It's so much fun to do it. Though it might look rather stange in strangers eyes :D:D)

9. You actually make the bicycle handle movement when you say Bye Bicycle. (Of course, I wouldn't bother saying it without the movement XDDD)

10. The best phone in existence is DoCoMo. (don't have one but I'm 100 % convinced :D)

11. You immediately become a fan of everyone and anyone that appears on Cartoon KAT-TUN. (I do not. Those model biatchez. Leah Dizon. Maki Horikita -.-)

12. The best lip gloss in existence is Rohto. (I suppose :D ?)

13. You looked up Oshiri Kajiri Mushi because of Kame.

14. You've developed a fascination for turtles because of Kame.

15. You have an odd desire to put some plaid around your waist. ( )

16. You tell your friends you want to become a beatboxer.

17. You want to learn how to juggle and tap dance at the same time. (It would be interesting, right )

18. Scream while watching Domoto Koichi things because KAT-TUN took their dance moves from him so that makes you excited. ( I wish they could dance like that again. From time to time *~*)

19. You can fill up 5GB or more in a day. (I can fill more than 200GB in a day, just give me a big harddisc )

20. One mag scan has more MB than a song. (Obviously, duh)

21. Adopts Jingrish as you official language.

22. Scours vintage stores for Rolling Stones shirts and merchandise.

23. Has thought about buying a Rolling Stones shirt or merchandise online because you couldn't find it after checking the stores.

24. You refuse to download any interview or talk that's not subbed because you know people will sub it. (no, I can't wait. Plus, raw has better quality. Later I download the subbed one too XD)

25. Dropping jewelery into water from a boat is now related to Tatta Hitotsu no Koi and not Titanic. (Tatta Hitotsu no Koi >>>>>>> Titanic. Titanic is one of the most stupid movies evaaaah -.-)

26. Think that guys with pelts plastered all over them is pretty hot.

27. Think that guys with random fingernails painted is pretty hot. (it is XD)

28. Attempts to learn everything about Baseball which has now become your favorite sport because of Kame. (sorry, Kame, but I really don't like this sport ; ( )

29. Tries to convince your male friends to buy Ed Hardy brand clothes because it's the closest thing to Johnnys.

30. Tell everyone that Dolce and Gabbana is the hottest brand ever, especially for men's underwear. (ISN'T IT XD?)

31. Knows all the names of Koki's brothers. (I know Juri only. Cute kid <3)

32. Liked Gackt again because Ueda likes him. (No wai.)

33. Hated Nishikido Ryo for being mean to KAT-TUN. (Yes, at the beginning. Then, I started to love him and to be like 'Ohh, he's mocking them, how cute' :D:D)

34. Liked Kusano ten-fold more when you found out he was a Kame fanboy. (Yeah <3)

35. Find yourself buying more accessories and jewelery because of KAT-TUN. (first time buying rings and actually wearing them afterwards XD)

36. Best musical in the world is Dream Boys hands down. (the 2006 one XD)

37. Has bought more than a thousand dollars worth of KAT-TUN things. (I've never had so much money .)

38. Your wallpaper has KAT-TUN.

39. Your wallpaper or icon/avatar has something to do with Keep the Faith.

40. Actually listened to whatever song Yuichi advertises you to listen to while falling asleep in his manual/blog/message thing.

41. Has completely abandoned all previous fandoms for KAT-TUN. (Not abandoned them but they aren't "fandoms" anymore.)

42. Thinks something is talking about Kame when you read Nino's name.

43. Guys touching each other, kissing, on top of each other is totally normal.

44. You laugh at people who are anti-KAT-TUN or don't know who they are.

45. All guys should know how to work a cane, a chair and know how to pole dance. (Real men should know all these. End of story XD)

46. Your friends who don't like them can still name them.

47. Support 5 pairings at once because, heck, they're all good. (Akakame > life)

48. KAT-TUN is your portal to JE.

49. KAT-TUN is your portal to Hey!Say7!Jump. (No. Lovely Complex > Hey! Say! 7 > Jump)

50. You think Nakajima Yuto is cool because he's cool with Kame.

51. All guys should have an obsession with candy like Jin in Yukan. (Jin+lollipop=OTP :D)

52. Your goal in life is to find a job that relates to KAT-TUN. (my dream <3)

53. You reason for going to Japan is because you want to stalk a member of KAT-TUN. (No, stalkers should die.)

54. Lip syncing is totally okay with you now. (No, no and no. JIN DON'T LIPSYNC YOU BASTARD )

55. You think a real boyband needs to act, sing, dance, fanservice, beatbox, tapdance, do theater, know how to play instruments or else they're posers.

56. The first time you've been on Yahoo Japan auctions was because of KAT-TUN merchandise.

57. The first DVD tour you've bought was KAT-TUN. (The first one I will buy 8D)

58. The first single you ever bought was KAT-TUN.

59. You have never contemplated buying another version of anything till you got into KAT-TUN.

60. You attempt to give you and your friends a "group" name by rearranging the first letters of your last names. (I'll blog about this some day XD)

61. Your PARENTS know who KAT-TUN is and which one is your favorite. (Kind of. My mother know I like some "asian ugly gheis" and apparently, these "gheis" sing because some "worthless discs" from "Asia" are arriving at home. There are some posters in my room of Jin, Kame and Oguri Shun but my mother thinks it's the same person. :D:D)

62. You think Ueda looks better than most if not all jrockers. (I find most j-rockers ugly anyway XD)

63. You have been turned off by all the guys at your school because none can compare to your favorite KAT-TUN member well. (Not only because of that but this is one of the reasons 8D)

64. Your binders and notebooks are littered with KAT-TUN pics.

65. Your teacher knows who KAT-TUN is. (My English and German teachers know. My whole class knows because I made a presentation about JE. Though I spoke more about Ohno's underwear than KAT-TUN XD.)

66. Your wall has more KAT-TUN than actual... wall.

67. You refuse to believe that Junno looks like Changmin from DBSK. (I couldn't refuse, it's obvious :D)

68. You have the subbed and nonsubbed versions of all their PVs in high quality.

69. The first lyrics you ever memorized the whole thing of was a KAT-TUN song.

70. Have all 7 versions of Real Face.

71. You left your passion for anime to watch Johnny dramas, screw animation it's all about real bishies. (I was on my way to leave anime before dramas. Then I guess JE was the final step.)

72. Whenever someone mentions cancer or terminal illnesses you think of Yuuki.

73. Whenever you see Oguri Shun you think of him bawling his eyes out in Yuuki. (No, I think "Hanazawa Ruiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, ILU <3333" :D:D)

74. Motorcycles never looked so good till Jin sat on one.

75. The first time you ever maxed out on Megaupload was after you became a KAT-TUN fan.

76. You spent over an hour trying to hack Megaupload to d/l more KAT-TUN things. (Not an hour, I just restart my computer XD)

77. You used to think Mr. Johnny was a gay child molester, now you think he's God Again.

78. You never thought that a guy was hot with a belly button piercing till you saw Jin. (Jin <3333)

79. You never thought yukatas looked so good till you saw KAT-TUN wearing them. (I thought they looked really good but KAT-TUN in yukatas in way better )

80. You have no idea where the hell Uebo came from but you call Ueda that anyway because it's the cutest thing you've ever heard. (No, I call him Tacchan :D)

81. You started watching One Piece because Luffy is Jin and Kame's favorite anime character. (I'll never watch this...)

82. Doraemon is the best anime ever. (Tegorly?)

83. You quote KAT-TUN lyrics for inspiration. (giri giri de itsumo AAAAAH 8D)

84. Has cried watching the KAT-TUN real face tour. (!!!)

85. You believe KAT-TUN is good for losing weight, you sweat, writhe, laugh and never have enough money for actual food. (Or maybe it isn't... 'Cause I spend all day long in front of the computer watching them XD)

86. You didn't know what OTP or OT3 was before you got into KAT-TUN.

87. You've saved paparazzi photos of their houses.

88. July 4th isn't the U.S independence day anymore it's Jin's birthday! (Of course, duh)

89. You never cared who Morimoto Shintaro was... until he played Kame's little brother in Dream Boys.

90. You've listened to the Kame version of Seishun Amigo [more] than the actual version with Yamapi. (No, because I started to listen Kame's version long after I've heard the one with Yamapi. And I've listened to the actual version more than 1500 times so.... XDDDD)

91. You watched Blades of Glory and when the guy came out with the peacock all you could think of was Seishin Junno.

92. You watched Gokusen 2 before you watched Gokusen, if you even watched the first one at all. (I downloaded both because of Oguri Shun. But then I didn't have much time to watch any of it. Then I got to know who Jin was and that he played in Gokusen 2. Teppei had a role there too. Apparently, there acted also this cute guy I took notice of in Real face PV and on some nice photos with Jin. They were called Akame or something like that. So I decided to try the second one first. And that's when Akame became my religion XD)

93. Skipped parts of Gokusen 2 unless Kame and Jin were in the frame. (when I'm rewatching it again because, well, I rewatch it too often :D)

94. Didn't know any actresses names until you got into KAT-TUN.

95. You used up a lot of brain cells trying to figure out who did the coughing part during Signal.

96. You always do the hand motion whenever Real Face comes on.

97. You would try to eat something that looks complete inedible and gross if someone from KAT-TUN tasted it and said it was Umai. (^.^)

98. You run out of breath more from watching KAT-TUN than you do running during Gym class.

99. You want a skull ring.

100. Cross dressing is totally fine with you, in fact you think it's kind of cute. (MORE THAN CUTE XD)

66/100


And my song for today is:

KAT-TUN - 秋 (Aki)

I love this song. Beautiful music, beautiful lyrics. What wouldn't I give for KAT-TUN to release it as a cover in some album <3 The original is nice too but I like the KAT-TUN's version much better

2008.06.29 Sun l misc l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
I'm kind of excited. First time doing a meme XDDDD.
I got tagged by Rin ^^

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. What is the biggest lesson the past one year has taught you?
I've always known humans are bad natured and two faced creatures that one couldn't trust in, generally speaking. However, the naive part of me was still trying to believe in the good side of the human race. Yeah, I'm naive. But after the past one year I don't think I'd ever again be able to trust in someone without any shadow of a doubt. This was a year of disappointments that showed me how most persons are your friends only when they need you for something, how they think only about themselves, how they forget about you when they find someone more entertaining and more "interesting". There are only a few stupid idiots like me who put their friends and family before themselves and who love friends just as they are.
I guess I'll have to learn how to be more egoistic.


2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Yeah. Give me back my innocence XDDDDD

3. A skill or hobby you want to pick up?
A lot of things :D. I've never had the time because of my lack of organization but now I've promised myself to start some activies. After exams I'll go to dancing classes with my friends. Also I'll start again my courses in English and after I finish them I'll try Japanese and Spanish courses. Meanwhile, I shall not forget German which is currently the language I'm most fluent in.
In short, I want to dedicate big part of my free time to languages.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan. Right one, for concerts. If it's possible I'd love to study abroad there for a year or two. I want to got to South Korea too. The main reason for this wish is I want to see some of my favourite Korean idols 8D that one of my good friends went to study there for five years and she won't come back any time soon. So I'll try to spare time and money to visit her.

5. Obsessions, addictions, or guilty pleasures?
I'm freak about gramatical errors. Of course, only in my native language and German because I suck at English XDDDDD. It really bothers my eyes, especially if it's in Bulgarian. C'mon, people, it's your mother language, try a little bit harder, read one or two books. Reading is not that scary, I can assure you .
Otherwise I'm obsessed with JE (yeah, it ruined my life but it was worth the lost ). Epilation too XD. I can't stand hair on places other than my head :D
Addictions... Does coffee count? I can't live without it. Others may be teh Internet and maicomputer 8DDDD, my mp3-player, chocolate, tea, gummi and jelly sweets and so on. Also... I wouldn't calll it exactly an addiction but I can't imagine what would I do if I couldn't go sometimes to the place of my grandparents where I grew up. For me this is and will always be the place I call home
Guilty pleasures... Tequila anyone ?

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, both in metaphorical and literal meaning. After the rain comes a rainbow. After the storm comes sun and light. I believe in this because that's always been the course of my life.
Literally, I see a rainbow after the rain every time I'm in the mood to look at the sky. Yesterday it rained and there were two rainbows. I really loved the view

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
The respect of the people around, especially the respect of my parents. They are really convinced I'll pass the exams because I've always managed to achieve every aim in my life so far. But I don't think I can do it this time. Moreover, lately I haven't had any luck. And what I need most now is ENORMOUS luck. I'll go to the church and pray. That's all I can do now. *sighs*

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Invest most of the money, of course XD. I'll give a certain amount to my parents. The rest I'll use to overhaul the house of my grandparents. And, most importantly, I'll go to Japan with my two best friends.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No. There's no wai I'd do this. Ever. I'm too shy and too insecure to confess. If he confesses, I'll be happy, if not I'll shall bear living with my unrequited love. It's not a big deal for me anyway because I've never had a requited one XDDD

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
I don't know her very much though I hope this will change it the future <3 but I can say that Rin gives out an aura of intelligence. Like one can notice right way "Wow, this girl is smart!!". Also I think she is a nice person who treat the other people friendly. And I really find her funny ^^.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I have not so many. It must be someone who is able to respect himself, to respect me and to respect the other people. Someone reliable. And most importantly, someone with a good heart.
I don't want much, right *~*?

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
I can give an example with a concrete person but I'm sure that this person has already found this blog. I hate it. Just when I thought this person wouldn't stalk me at least here . GO LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE AND LEAVE THE OTHERS TO LIVE THEIRS IN PEACE -_-

13. What is your ambition?
Ambition, heh? For now, getting into university. Then I want to have a good job, to have good material conditions so I can afford helping my parents and having my own house, a car, a dog and a child.
My biggest dream is having a lovely family, perfect husband, two children, successful career. In short, my dream is to have it all. But I'm well aware of the fact this is impossible and that's why my ambition differs from my dream XDDD

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I like sincere people so I want the people around me to let me know what they think of me. I'm far away from being perfect but I want to become a better person if possible. That's why I want to know the things about me which I have to change if needed.
Of course, I don't want advices from people who aren't close to me and say mean things only to annoy me and make me sad DDD:

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family and friends because I couldn't go on without them. The ones that I love and who love me are the reason why life makes sense to me.
Fandom is also important to me because it gives me the chance to rest from my everyday problems, to smile and to be happy.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I hate shopping especially when it's about clothes.. Firstly, I'm too lazy, Secondly, I don't like most of the clothes in shops (someday I'll take pictures and explain more about how awful these clothes lare in my opinion). Thirdly, I'm not fond of the idea of spending a lot of money on some pieces of fabric in which I look like a fat cow in most cases. Yeah, I totally lack self-confidence. And I hate looking at mirrors -_-.
I have to admit I like to go shopping with friends because then it's fun. I also like to buy books. I can spend all day at some bookstore flailing over amazing books. I spend so much money on books. But it's okay, books are worth it unlike clothes.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Like I've mentioned, I've known her only for a little time now and moreover, only online...
....
Impressive. I mean, she makes impact on people. That applies to me, at least 8D.

18. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I wish I was strong willed. I wish I could get over my laziness when needed so I could achieve my aims.

19. What do you think about changes? Do you like them?
I think changes are a complex thing. Sometimes I really wish for such in my life but in the same time I'm scared because changes mean facing unknown things.

20. If you had to make 3 wishes on the spot right now, what would they be?
1. I wish I could go the Japan this summer with my friends and see all KAT-TUN concerts. If possible also Kanjani's XD.
2. I wish to be accepted to study law at the university *~*. I really do want it *~*.
3. I wish for love, health, success and happiness for me and my beloved ones .



Unfortunately, I do not have 8 people in my list to tag. Moreover, all of the people in my list but one have already been tagged...
That's why I'm tagging only YOU, my dear Marta *evil smirk*




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I decided to start a tradition on this blog (yeah, I know that sounds weird XD).
I'll post a song in each entry. I think it will make my boring posts at least a little bit interesting. Maybe some people will like some of the songs and that would make my entries useful in some way ^^.

So, mairecommen sorry for the lack of creativity ^^' for today :

OLIVIA - できない
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2008.06.27 Fri l misc l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
The weather is killing me. 37 C degrees. And it's getting hotter. In addition, my willpower to study is decreasing with every hour. It's useless, I won't manage to remember all these thing in two weeks.

I'm tired of spending my time in selfpity but I can't help it. End of story.




And a litlle story from today -
I was coming back from school where I had to sign some papers and I had to use the tram It was all crowded and most people were sweaty. Worst thing was a lot of them haven't bathed at least in a week IMO. Gosh, I wonder how I didn't pass out because of the smell -_-. Anyway, this "experience" made me remember something very funny I've used for one speech in school and more precisely this one XD:


Ten reasons I never bathe

1. I was forced to as a child.
2. People who bathe are hypocrites - they think they are cleaner than everybody else.
3. There are so many different kinds of soap, I can’t decide which one is best.
4. I used to bathe, but I got bored and stopped.
5. I bathe only on special occasions, like Christmas and Easter.
6. None of my friends bathe.
7. I’ll start bathing when I get older and dirtier.
8. I can’t spare the time.
9. The bathroom is never warm enough in winter or cool enough in summer.

10. People who make soap are only after your money. (my fave one )


2008.06.24 Tue l misc l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
Decided to start posting here, because yeah, I'm too lazy to study I'm person with a lot free time .

So I'll use this first entry to bribe that my DUES disks arrived finally. Lol. I've already given up the hope I'll get them, but miracles do happen :D.
Hooray for the post office in my city. It took them only two weeks to deliver it from the main office to my local post office XDDDDD
2008.06.02 Mon l misc l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲