my nephews & nieces <33

Yeap, I'm already an aunt

As I like to tell everyone, "Mum's already a grandmother. Her beloved daughter gave birth to seven lovely childs". In fact, my "sister", Hina, is a dog (Caucasian Shepherd Dog) but it doesn't really matter because we love her as a family member.

My 3 nephews and 4 nieces and were born on the 5th of September (initially, there were 11 puppies but sadly 4 of them died DDDDDD:). They are SO cute. I behave like retarted when I'm around them. Cuteness is bad for my brain activity XD

Anyway, here are a few photos and videos of the puppies : ) :

2 days old



8 days old






18 days old




They're gorgeous, RIIIGHT :D? ok, I'm biased, sorry



Song for this entry:

Azure Ray - Across The Ocean

Now i've travelled across the ocean
With the same shoes just longer hair.
I still carry that picture in my wallet
From the photo booth, yeah it's still there...

Just give me some kind of sign
Is this the right place
Or the right time...

meme ++

Got tagged on lj and decided to post it here too

I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... if you're tagged it means I want to know you better!

Comment here/post this filled out on your blog and then repost a blank one on your blog.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

I tag:

maiconditioner
maishampoo
gg
siru
rin
maipi
marta
maimelon



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These days I've remembered something I wish I haven't :
Coughing is a killer. D:

Seriously. My whole body aches like hell. I don't feel like doing anything except staying in bed.
Grrrrrrrrrr, I can't believe this is how I'm spending my last free days.



Song for the entry:

Sirenia - Seven Sirens and a Silver Tear



Good night

Happy 19th Birthday, Mrs Bakanishi :DDD

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY,



MRS BAKANISHI !!


I wish you all the happiness in the world!
I hope all your dreams come drue ~

Enjoy to the fullest your last year as a teenager <3

i hate my life right now

I hate autumn/winter/cold weather. DDDD:

It's soooo freaking cold. The wind is freezing. *sobs*

Not only it's depressing but I've also gotten really sick. DDDDDDDDD:

Yesterday I was feeling so sick I couldn't even go to Snoop Dog concert. The money I gave for the ticket went to waste. But the worse is that I'm sure it was awesome. I want to scream from frustration just hearing what my friend told me about the concert.

I'm so upset because there's one more issue in this story >_<:

Actually I COULD have gone regardless of the fever & so on. However that would mean that I wouldn't have been able to get from the bed today. BUT today I was supposed to have driving lesson and because I suck much at it and my teacher critize me all the time I said to myself "No, you won't call in sick. You'll just forget about the concert, stay at home, take your medicine and tomorrow you'll give your best not to crash onto something. No slacking off!!!"

So today I got up, freezed to death while waiting for the bus for 20-30 minutes and when I finally reached my destination my teacher called me "Erm, hi. You're already there. God. Well, I'm sorry but I won't be able to come. There are exams but I thought I could make it. Sorry, you live far away from there, right? And it's so cold today. Too bad, but such things happen, you know? I'll call you again later. Bye"

Come again?
So she basically said "Hi, are you already there and freezing? Well, I'm not coming. Yes, I knew this could happen but I made you come anyway. Yes, I'm well aware you had to come from the other end of the city and to freeze but oh well. Shit happens, you know? Bye "
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WTF??

After today I feel even sicker >,<
Gosh, I really hate my life these days .....






My latest addiction:

モーニング娘。- ペッパー警部 <3

crisis. what goes around comes around.

You won't screw with me again.

To me you were special. I called you "my friend". I opened my whole damn heart to you. I was always there for you when you needed me. I was always there to listen to you. I believed you and thought you'll be my friend forever.
And then, out of the blue, you forgot me, you didn't even bother to check if I was dead or alive.
This is when I experienced my biggest crisis. It took me a lot to correct the stupid things I did at that time. It took me a lot to recollect what was left from my faith in human kind and to estabilish order in the chaos called my life.

You screwed with me once.
But you won't screw with me again, I swear.

I guess I'm not over you and this whole story yet because I still care about you. I still care because as soon as you approached me again I was ready to forgive everything, to forget all the pain and be your friend like in the past. Good thing I was ready for "surprises" this time. Because you did it again. But I won't depress myself for the love of any self-love I still have.

You won't screw with me again.

This time I'll be the one to say goodbye.
I'm moving on.

I'm moving on and this time I'll give up the hope completely. Once and for all. I won't leave backdoors for you to return in my life.


Don't worry about the people in your past.

There's a reason they didn't make it into your future.


You've been X'ed. You don't belong to my today and my tommorrow.


Your place is in my past.




I'm moving on.

dorama, girlfriend dorama, rumours, dorama...

*sighs*
Kame just doesn't have luck with Chinese media and entertainment. That must be it. I can't find other eligible explanation.

Most recent Kame dorama (full credit:frythe_egg @ kattunlove):

A Shanghai Drama used Kame as a funeral picture!!

My cousin was telling me about how this SH drama used Kame's photo as a funeral pic as it was big news in Baidu and thus I am here to spread it to our lovely eng comms. So here's how the story goes.

This SH drama, 儿子救人之后, has decided to stupidly use our dear kame-chan's photo as a funeral one. Fans of kame-chan in China saw it and immediately called the studio to inquire about this matter. However, the director has claimed that he "unknowingly" used the photo as he found it online by chance and he does not know that it was Kamenashi Kazuya.

^ credit: baidu

& etc...
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LOL. I know a lot of people consider the fans' reation to be exaggerated but in my opinion there is no exaggeration at all. Firstly, even if it wasn't Kame's photo you can't use just whatever photo you find online especially for a FUNERAL photo. It's illegal to do this without the owner's permission. Why don't you you a photo of someone who agreed instead? Like somebody from the staff or so. A few people on ktlove compared the fanmade stuff with this case but there is a BIG difference. Fanmade things are for non-commercial use unlike TV shows & etc...

Secondly,what's with the lame excuse that "he found it online by chance" and "he does not know that it was Kamenashi Kazuya" ?! How did he find/search it then? Under "good looking Japanese guys" ?!!
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Now onto the latest Kame rumour DDDDD:
As I was checking the threads under the akame tag in baidu I stumbled upon the following:

5.最近有關龜的兩個目擊傳聞，一個說是9/5晚間八點在巴里島看到龜（這個不確定），另外一個確定的是：9/2在東京南青山表參道高級夜總會俱樂部「Le Baron」舉行的「Dior Homme東京PARTY」，是DIOR男裝為2009年春夏服裝舉辦的PARTY，其中出席的藝人很多（可參見這裡：http://hikarufan7052flavor.blog116.fc2.com/），其中有宇多田、濱崎步、龜、小栗旬、玉木宏等，派對模樣的照片：http://deadstockdon.com/wordpress/2008/09/05/dior-homme-party-in-tokyo/，http://2boyxxx.blog114.fc2.com/blog-entry-323.html，其中，比較具可信度且有爆炸性內容（容後再述）的是這個：http://www.tokyodandy.com/?p=86，據說這個是VOGUE記者寫的網誌，其中日文部分倒數第6行提到「其中最大的驚訝恐怕是，與被稱為”カメ”的男人（KAT-TUN）相遇了。他是真的很好的人，英文能力也超群，而且很有趣的人。PERFECT（完美）」。
嘛，讚美龜英文能力超群，這也還好，聽到龜在WILL SMITH面前還會適時用英文「RELAX」叫WILL放鬆別用力，我知道龜的英文應該比我們預期中要進步很多了。但最令我個人覺得具爆炸性的是下面那段英文，倒數第10行開始：「Biggest surprise of that night was probably a guy we met called Kame from Katun. I know maybe Katun aren’t the coolest group around, but who cares about that shit, he was just a really nice guy – good English and funny. Kame said he had a girlfriend but she wasn’t there last night, we are looking forward to going out with a drink with him again sometime. We got too drunk and had to leave at 3.」

^ credit and full text: http://koichitanjyobi.blog115.fc2.com/blog-entry-941.html

Interesting... Somehow I doubt Kame would say something like that in front of a reporter but well... There are speculations Kame's words were about an EX-girlfriend because of the tense he used. Or that the reporter was too drunk XDDDDD The most rational assumption was that Kame meant just a friend. A female friend :D:D

And the version I liked most was that the mentioned "girlfriend" is Jin

Rumours, rumours.....








Song of the entry:

태양 (Big Bang) - 기도 (feat. Teddy)

Because I've been listening to it almost non-stop since yesterday

*they'll never stop 'cause they all now i'm so hot HOT*. Wonder Boys unite XD

Wonder Boys - Girls' Generation + So Hot
very random but... die, SNSD biatches, die


Oh no please leave me alone,
all the boys be loving me, all the girls be hating me,
they'll never stop 'cause they all know I'm so hot HOT

^ Shingdong, you rule my world <3


I wonder when I'll finally get tired of listening/watching this XDDDD

2008.09.10. LHC aka humans-have-too-much-free-time. ... Save me?

LHC 2008



"The Large Hadron Collider: Our understanding of the Universe is about to change..."

Oh really?
I can't stop wondering why human beings (children don't count XD) want to know EVERYTHING about EVERYTHING... Even if it doesn't really matter... I guess I just can't understand the scientist's heart .

Blessed are the ignorant.

From the bottom of my heart I wish I was more ignorant. For all the years I've lived there is one thing I know for sure: Ignorance is bliss. The more I learn the less I want to know.


According to the reports ands the theory there is no scientific basis for any conceivable threat. Even if something unpreticted happens. However, no one can assure that all the possibilities are known. Yes, I dare to say it though I'm not a scientist. If people could predict every possibility how come quite a few discoveries are a consequence of an unpredicted possibility?

So I hope tomorrow isn't the Last Day . But to be on the safe side I'm going to say to my beloved ones that I love them one more time. And I'm going to pray in front of my KAT-tUN shrine XDDDDD .....

Blah, I turned sentimental . And not just because of the LHC matter. Maybe it's because the end of the summer is coming. Maybe because after a few weeks it's the crutial new start for me. Or maybe because today I most likely said goodbye to one of the most important persons in my life. I hope it isn't a true goodbye but only time knows if distance won't ruin our friendship. I've once managed not to lose a friend though our ways separated. On the contrary, we've gotten closer since then. I guess in those matters it's a toss up. Luck. Destiny.

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Song of the entry is Morandi's "Save Me" just because I love it XD because I consider it suited for maithoughts above and because I'm currently/once again suffering from unrequited love. Or more precisely, from my eternal unrequited love. How I wish I could get rid of it *sighs*. It's so tiring and so hopeless . And last but no least it's so stupid .

Save me?




I'm in pain when you're away...



Come on and save me


I'm losing my touch


Day after day


'Cause I miss you so much


Come on and save me


I'm losing my mind


Waiting and waiting


For you to be mine...


Come and save me...


...from me...


...me...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUCCI <33

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUCCI <33

Will make something when I'm back, I promise