akame mirakuru <3.

snatched from maicon's blog & akakame87 &lj:






Whoever came up with the idea of Akame flying is a GENIUS. GENUIS.




The water is a great idea too because Jin x water = SO ADORABLE & GHEI.




akahsjdghdsfgdgfdfldf;d ok this kills my brains


Akame teasing Maru
akame interaction. oh yeah :DDDDDDD




Oh Gosh, these smiles filled with unresolved sexual tension XD are more than I can take.




Break The Records.

The were a lot of reasons why these concerts were SO EPIC for me.
And the 297389564785 Akame mutual looks/glances/smirks/smiles
were essential for the awesomeness of these cons.

Taking under consideration the non-existence of Akame nowadays,
all the Akame moments and interactions during BTR were much more than
what a poor Akame fan like me could have expected.

It was a MIRAKURU.



AKAME MIRAKURU :D.

kameeeee

PINK RIBBON AHSJAGSYSAIHFDSG;LFHOPGHKHLKFHLKFD
KAME SO ADORABLEADOBRABLEADORABLEADORABLE


Reminds me of the video with the maid outfit :33333333
Kame




It might be just me being biased
but doesn't he resemble Jin a lot in this pic?
akameakameakameakame :DDD
Anyway, Kame is really hawt here with his ripped jeans









Kame and his pink ribbon are bad for my heart.
*dies*
I. need. Valerian. now.

the 4 dudes reunited 8D

Went out with my dudes 8D.
The four of us haven't gathered together for the longest time but on Thursday we finally made it.

We laughed so much that I honestly thought I was going to DIE.
I had forgotten how much fun one could have discussing imaginary schemes.
And Dimi said some really hilarious sh*t. I still can't believe I didn't pass away
from laughing my head off.

Too bad that we didn't carry out that great evil plan that made us fall under the table.
I still haven't given up the intention of trying to do it next week though XD



Let it Whip
Whip it baby, Whip it right
Let it Whip
Whip it baby, Whip it all night

25 in 10 days

Yah.

Jin's 25th birthday is after 10 days.

I can't believe he's going to be 25 years old so soon.
I mean, he doesn't look like 25 to me (・_・;)...

Anyway, the thing is because of his upcoming bday
there are lots of nice threads on baidu with Jin stuff.

Thus I need FREE SPACE to download moar things >.>.

Not that I don't have most photos in multiple copies but it's just really... nice to save MORE Jin pics 8D. And it does much for my bad mood. Which isn't all that bad after fixing things with mum and seeing a few Jin photos only I have not seen before.

Slut!Jin cracked me up SO much (≧▽≦)(≧▽≦)


Jin makes such a fine dog (*^o^*) :DD


Jin eating is always <3<3


Jin after filming WONDER's PV in da club (・_・;) 8D?



I've seen the next photos but I think....
I didn't appreciate them enough when I first downloaded them XD

He looks so retarded & cute in this pic



This reminds of a fic about Jin and a couch which went like this:
The couch beckoned him, begged even. He had to get there before everyone else or it would be sad.
Jin, it called out to him, Jin, you're the only one I want to lay on me.

....(´∀｀).............
OK, not much to to with the fic but I really like this photo <3



so ghei

*pokes belly*





SO SO CUTE




`YUKAN CLUB` or `YOU CAN CLUB` (・∀・)...?

XDDDD


OH, and w00ts to the great person who made this collage of platinium!Jin <3
As I've said more than once, this hair deserves MOAR love





end for today.

a new day has come

A new day has come?

XD?


Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come




I see a light in your eyes

what goes around comes around

aloha?
....

Blog died for the umpteenth time because.... because I wasn't in the mood to blog. Yah.

I have no idea why I decided to update right now.
Perhaps because today counts as one of the worst days in my life? I messed it up royally with so many people:
1.) my mother.
Screamed at mum and now she won't talk to me for at least a few weeks. And she looks like she doesn't want to live anymore. My heart BLEEDS when I glance at her....

2. ) a friend.
Screamed at her on the phone. For something she didn't have anything to do with.
;_______________;


I fear I'm becoming more and more like dad by the day. He's always screaming at his closest people just because he's angry/worried for something else... I swear this is the last time I do the same thing for I DON'T WANT to be such a person (T_T).

So today was really bad.
I hate everyone and everyone hates me. End of the story.


On the other hand, yesterday had its gratifyingly negative sides as well. I've never suspected that going through my last 3 years in high-school one more time could be really... excruciating.
I was so sure I've settled my accounts with that part of my past but seeing again my stupid stupid stupid mistakes, recalling how it all went down just because I cared so much for some... unworthy people.

It's really sad to see that 3 years of your life can fit in only a few boxes. A few boxes that are just as messy as those years. A few boxes that reek of FAILURE.


When I think about it, there should be more of that period left. There should be something for which I happily embraced failure back then, right?
But there is nothing. More precisely, there is more. More unpleasant memories.

God, I can't believe how much I messed up.
I hope these 3 dark years will do for at least for one thing: to remind me not to repeat the same mistakes again.

I hope I've learned my lesson.
Otherwise I must be the biggest fool around.


And since I do want to move on without living in constant fear this blog is going to be locked as of the 15th of July.
Reasons would be:
-I'm mindful of my past mistakes
-the Internet is a scary place
-I wish some people who have mental issues would stop stalking me but since I can't do much about it I'll just try to make stalking hard for them ^^



And as Jin always makes me feel better I'll spend the night starring at his photos.

So impossibly beautiful.



Your smile is my happiness.


May tomorrow be a better day filled with lots of
for I need TONS of to put right all the things I did wrong today.