The results of the CAE exam will be out tomorrow DDDDD:.

I know I so not deserve it but

Please, God, I desperately want to see a PASS on my statement of results at 10:00 tmr ;___;.


I'd prefer to have a B rather than a C but beggars can't be choosers and since I screwed up the exam royally.... PASS, please ._.

I'll die from happiness if I see THIS tomorrow
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And I'll kill myself if there is a big fat FAIL on my statement.
Because in this case I won't bear to face my parents who paid $1000 for prep couse & exam fee.

My mother is right. I am one ungrateful child.
2009.07.30 Thu l real life l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
IT'S.FUCKING.HOT.

AFFENHITZE.

40C degrees.


I think I'll die: either from the heat or the 5 litres of water I drank today.

To top it all, it's THAT time of the month for me and I'm going nuts DDDDD8.



I really want to die. At least I won't have to deal with all this heat and pain then.
2009.07.25 Sat l real life l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
What makes one a "real fan"?


I really want to know.


Spending money on your idol?
Spending time on your idol?
Spending emotions on your idol?
.
.
.
Something else?


I've sold my bloody soul because of you, Jin.

But I don't like your facial hair.

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I just don't like it.


If that means I'm not a "real fan", sorry, but I can't do anything about it.
Call me a "shallow" person if you want but I still insist that the moustache doesn't suit Jin.



I won't stop loving you if you keep the moustache, Jin.
However, I still hope you shave it off.
2009.07.24 Fri l je l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
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eating!Jin <3333333333333333333333
so so so so cute

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Damn cute
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2009.07.21 Tue l je l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲



Very very ghei but.... so addictive XD

Had nightmares because of the RED LIPS though >.>
2009.07.19 Sun l je l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
I know that I have no right to make yet another wish this year but...
Please grant me this one as well: I want to go home for a couple of days. Please?

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Home is where the heart is.
And it's painful living without a heart.
2009.07.01 Wed l real life l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲

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I'm talking to the mirror at 5am
Waiting for your call in the pouring rain
sugar coated kiss and a lipstick mark
there are
7 ways of breaking my heart...
Wasted conversation and bad tv
loosing our original chemistry
walking like i'm dancing on priceless art
there are
7 ways of breaking my heart...



2009.07.01 Wed l misc l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲
Had a great plan for today that included oversleeping
and other nice activities helping against hangover.

However,

However,

I was cruelly woken up by the smell of CIGARETTES.
Some stupid retards decided to smoke on the street.
Arrhhhhhhggggggggjjjjjj'psde;fh



The smell of cigarettes is the worst thing to wake up to.
OK, maybe not the worst but it's ONE of the worst things.

That's why me and smokers don't get along.
Sorry, smokers but I really really loathe you.
2009.07.01 Wed l real life l COM(0) TB(0) l top ▲